~Darkesthour89

Sooooo. Lessons of life have been done for quite a while and honestly I am happy with the outcome. Most of my time recently is tied down to work though and spending time with my friends and boy friend. I am trying really hard to prepare myself for a few things.
The 16th this past Monday was mine and Sean’s six month anniversary. Its so hard to believe its already been six months. We both had to work that day which really kinda sucked but we went to dinner this past Saturday and made our own recreation Monday night lol. I will admit I have never known someone that I have ever been so in love with and I have never felt so loved and important to someone. I cant wait for another 6 month marker…then it will be a year… I want to be with him for an extremely long time. No one and nothing will ever get in the way of that.
School is coming up again in a few months. I cant wait I have been going nuts without being crazy over school. Crazy is good for me…Nuts not so much lol. I am a bit disappointed in the kind of jobs I am landing right now and I think that my want to be self sufficient is making me take my worry to an extreme. I hate waiting for things. I just want to make it on my own. I am ready for that. Gahhh its just kind of hard. But I admit that my friends are supportive and Sean is keeping me focused on what’s really important to me so I don’t get rash and overreact.
So half of me is freaking out and impatient…The other half of me is completely happy. Confusing aren’t I ?